You have been changing your habits...
I wanted to share your cat with you...your Power Animal your Guide if you want to know...
I wouldn't disrespect you by looking at your other Totem unless you gave permission. You have Mountain Lion/Panther Medicine. It is very strong, but very difficult.
Your Panther medicine puts you in a difficult position. You are a target for others. You could be blamed for things going wrong, or for always taking charge when others cannot. You could become the perfect justification for the insecurities of others.
This Medicine involves lessons on the use of power in leadership. It is the ability to lead without insisting that others follow. It is the understanding that all beings are potential leaders in their own ways. The use and abuse of power in a position of influence are part of this Cat's medicine.
By observing the graceful pounce of this large cat, she will bring with her balance of power, intention, physical strength and grace. This relates, in human terms, to the balance of body, mind and spirit. This giant feline never wastes anything. She only kills what it needs for survival. She is the hunter who graces her table in a style akin to Mother energy (Turtle).
If She has come to you in dreams, it is a time to stand on your convictions and lead yourself where your heart takes you. Others may choose to follow, and the lessons will multiply. You might review the purpose behind your personal beliefs. You may need to discover whether or not your plans include a pride of cubs wanting to be like you or to share in your dreams. f you are already a leader, the question may be whether or not the time has come to push the cubs out of the cave. If you are aligned with cat medicine, you are considered to be "king of the mountain," and never allowed to be human or vulnerable. The pitfalls are many, but the rewards are great.
In assuming the place of power that Mountain Lion affords, you must constantly be aware of keeping peace. However, you can never make everyone happy unless you lie to yourself or others. This is human nature. Therefore, the first responsibility of leadership is to tell the truth. Know it and live it, and your example will filter down to the tiniest cub in the pride. Responsibility is no more than the ability to respond to any situation. Panic is not part of this sacred medicine.